I always worry too much about what if my heart stops in the night. Every time I have a stomach ache I am afraid I’ll have a heart attack. When I hear my stomach gurgling I repeat to myself “it’s only your stomach valves turning on and off.” I read Hatchet too young. I always worry too much about how the pilot from Hatchet clutches his stomach and starts farting uncontrollably then dies and crashes his plane. I always worry too much about what if I end up like the pilot from Hatchet and a 12 year old boy finds my indecent skeleton in the bottom of a lake with a minnow swimming through my eye socket and snails eating on top of my bones. When I go to sleep at night, I always worry too much about what if an earwig crawls in my ear. I cover my ears with my blankets so the bugs can’t get in there. I think I can hear some big juicy ants crawling around in the walls and crunching on the wood. I always worry too much about what if I eat something that turns out to poison me and make me shit and puke horribly and fatally. I always worry too much about what if I read Hatchet too young.
